I am proud of me
I know it's silly. But, I am proud of me. Now that I am doing the whole Mom/Dad thing by myself while Dan is deployed, I find myself always feeling guilty. Guilty for not cooking a real meal and always getting take out. Guilty for having a dirty house. Guilty for not completing any projects that I said I was going to do while Dan was gone. Guilty for not getting ready for the day until the day is almost done. And guilty for not giving Ben my 100% self as a Mommy. So when the moments arise that I actually have the energy to play with Ben, clean/organize the house, or cook a homemade meal........ I give myself a huge high five. For the past two days, not only have we eaten every meal at home. But they have been super healthy. No processed or take out food. And it feels darn good. And tonight I even grilled extra chicken to prepare for tomorrow's casserole meal I am making. I brought Ben to the library today and let him enjoy the books, stuffed animals, and the globe where we alwa...